To define our political agendas we must first define our moral exports, imports, and validity. The very base emotions can be counted as defining ideals in our moral development; this also comes into play with structural theories, as our pasts define what we see in the world and how we see it.

So, then, what defines a person in their morality; why does morality play a role, must there be an authoritative universal code of ethics? To exist together we must understand the issues in self-ethics, and move toward a goal of understood ideology.

So, then, what makes me a conservative (in terms that truly mean nothing more than my set political feelings, basic foundations, and statement of self) is simply that I adhere to what I see as a suitable code of ethics. I take intellectualization, from Freud's thoughts on defense mechanisms, and apply it wholeheartedly toward my personal philosophies. Freud says that one will attempt to rationalize and reason, intellectually, an unconscious problem problem to avoid confrontation and emotional stress. That defines me, it is a statement of many personal ideals that I play through.

It actually is my statement on love, in general, and how I act through that. It is, unfortunately, a very base issue that makes absolutely no personal sense; though, affects everything wholesale.

So, then, when my love asks me what I discuss with my parents; I answer her, basely, saying that my parents know what they know, and that, logically, I can't, by any means, use more commas. I'm reading everything that I can on psychology so that I may know myself, I know nothing about myself or what is actually happening in my mind other than what I've done, to make some sort of sense toward this girl. This girl is a conundrum of self, a paradox of all philosophies and analytical psychologies, it would take the entirety of my life to understand myself in relation to her; I fucked love a long time ago, and have now found myself directly in the midst of it once more.

So, then, conservatism is my understanding of self. It is no big deal. It is what it is, and I am more defined as a communist than anything else; I would be a green primitive, but fuck that. In relation to love, conservatism has nothing to do with it in my action; it has everything to do with intellectualization. My defense mechanism to the unknown.


if i love You
(thickness means
worlds inhabited by roamingly
stern bright faeries

if you love
me) distance is mind carefully
luminous with innumerable gnomes
Of complete dream

if we love each (shyly)
other, what clouds do or Silently
Flowers resembles beauty
less than our breathing


E. E. Cummings